I Am A Furry

(There, no punctuation in the title this time.)

In response to yesterday’s post, I got a thoughtful question on FA about “coming out” as a furry. Namely, why bother? It’s just a hobby, right? Do we “come out” as a stamp collector, or a Man United fan, or a Jane Austen fan?

I said in the original post that I didn’t necessarily want to compare coming out as gay, a preference coded into us at birth which dictates many aspects of how we live if we choose to live with a partner, with coming out as furry, a not-fully-understood aesthetic appreciation for animal-people that can range in degree from a guy who likes to talk about Looney Tunes cartoons with his friends to a woman who makes a living designing fursuits and wears her own every chance she gets. But it’s telling that when people talk about telling their friends and family that they’re furries, that the phrase “coming out” is more and more commonly used.

It’s understandable. It means “revealing a part of ourselves that was hidden,” and because gay people were the ones most commonly hiding important parts of their lives well into adulthood, it’s been associated with revealing one’s sexuality. I think that its use in talking about furry is not so much connected to the “hidden” part as it is to the “important” part.

For a lot of people, furry is more than just a hobby; it’s a home. Some people don’t have any other homes; some people are perfectly happy with their family in one setting, with their office “home” in another, with furry in their spare time. What I mean by “home” is a place where you feel safe, where you feel sad to be away from, where some of the closest people in your life reside.

When I was first getting into the furry fandom, I had a friend who came out to his parents and was kicked out of his family. To a lot of guys in their early 20s, that would be devastating, and he was pretty broken up about it. But he had a boyfriend, and he had the furry fandom, a great support network that made sure he always had a friend around and an ear to listen to his troubles. That’s what I mean by a home.

Right now, I have a family who aren’t furries. But most of my closest friends are furries, and when Kit and I got married, the furry stuff was pretty much all over our wedding (because our wedding planner, a non-furry, fell in love with it). I have a furry image of myself as the lock screen on my phone, a furry pic of me and Kit as my phone background, so literally a day doesn’t go by that I don’t see some furry art, and now that I’m making my living from writing–largely in the furry fandom–most days I end up talking to other furries or talking about furries.

If your life is like that, if you have a group of close furry friends, and yet you’re not sharing that part of your life with other people close to you, then you’re hiding something from them. You’re not sharing all of who you are. And that’s fine, honestly; if anything, people these days tend to overshare. But if you want to tell them, and are simply not telling them out of fear that they’ll jump to conclusions, then you’re doing them a disservice and you’re selling yourself short.

That’s who my post yesterday was aimed at, people who cited the primary reason for hiding their furriness as “I don’t want to be associated with those people in the news.” If you’re a casual furry, or if you’re distant from your family and non-furry friends, then sure, they don’t have to know. But if one of your family, your co-workers, or your friends is trying to get to know you better, and they ask “why’d you go to Pittsburgh?”… well, before you automatically say, “just to see friends” and change the subject, pause for a second and think. Maybe that’s a good time to “come out.” Maybe that’ll help you get closer to the other people in your life. You might have to take a little teasing, but take it with good humor, and it’ll be fine. As I said before, as K.M. and I have said on the podcast and Rukis has said in panels over and over: if you act like it’s something to be ashamed of, people will pick up on that. If you act like it’s a cool thing, fun, and a positive part of your life, which I think for most of us it is, people will pick up on that too.

[The subject of “isn’t that fandom all about sex?” is one that probably requires a lot more words. I’ll just say here that generally people will not run immediately to their computer to look for that naked pic of your character. Your family and non-furry friends do not want to see that. And if they ask you “isn’t that all about sex?” just laugh and say, “that’s all the damn media want to talk about, isn’t it?” and go on to tell them about furry dances, about all the non-adult comics out there, about the ice cream socials and charity events. And say, “yeah, there’s adult stuff–we’re adults, we like sex too. We just don’t shove it into dark corners like they do out in the real world, and the media and repressed right-wingers can’t handle that.”]

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5 Responses to I Am A Furry

  1. Vandell says:

    There’s a great response to your article yesterday on Reddit:

    http://www.reddit.com/r/furry/comments/vehwh/kyell_gold_we_need_to_be_unashamed_of_being/

    I figure you’d like a read.

    • Administrator says:

      Thanks! It is interesting indeed, and the whole misconception of “furry is 90% adult” probably merits another post of its own… I always want to ask people who say that to clarify what they mean, and as in this case, they usually can’t. That doesn’t mean their feeling is wrong, just that it might be based on some biases and misconceptions.

  2. Bethany says:

    While I’ve been a part of the fandom for over 10 years, it wasn’t until recently that I came to truly understand what I had become a part of, and what it all meant in the grand scheme of things. It was a deep dark secret that I kept hidden from nearly everyone that wasn’t a fellow furry; even the word itself was like a taboo I wasn’t allowed to say outloud.

    It wasn’t until I took the plunge and went up to Pittsburgh this past week for AnthroCon that I finally got to experience the fandom in it’s entirety. I went up there mostly to spend time with a few very close friends from Furcadia, relax and have a good time — and oh, how I did.

    I learned that being a furry isn’t something to be ashamed of. It’s not some horrible disease we should try to keep hidden away from others. Yes, there are some in the fandom that give us bad press and a negative image, but there are so many more who do good for their communities, stay positive and are in general good people. It’s just like any other special interests group; there’s bound to be some bad apples, but they don’t have to ruin the bunch, and I’ve noticed that most furries simply won’t let that bad press reflect upon how they live their lives or manage this part of themselves. That alone spoke very highly in my eyes.

    I learned that in all things, all that really matters is how we choose to live our lives and that we strive to be happy, and share that with others. For me and countless others, that just happens to include being a furry, and participating in the fandom however we choose to.

    I also learned over the first day or two that the people of Pittsburgh were very accepting of us. Sure, there were some people who heckled and got annoying, but eventually it got tuned out — I was all smiles from the time I got there, until the time I left.

    When I came back, I decided instantly that I enjoyed that feeling of freedom; of being myself without fear or hesitation, and being accepted so easily. I realized that I needed that freedom in my life. And so, I’ve opened up to family and friends and been as informative and truthful as I can be. I am a furry. I am proud to be a part of this unique, strange and wonderful lifestyle — as you said, it’s a home for many, and now.. this kitty has settled in for good. :3

    Thanks for listening. I’ll be watching your blog from here on out; you’re a bright individual with a very positive and upbeat outlook, and that helps me immensely in steeling myself against the negative reactions I may or may not have in opening up to the world. Thank you.

    • Administrator says:

      Thanks for the reply and the great story! Welcome to the blog and the life of the fandom. :) Hopefully you won’t get many negative reactions, but it sounds like you’re well prepared to face them.

  3. Patrick says:

    While I’m a “fringe fur” myself, I do think the fandom is not as bad as some think.

    As others have mentioned, there ARE “bad apples,” but you’re going to find that within any large community.

    Sure, there are some strange things – but as long as no one is hurt, people should be allowed to do as they please.

    Overall, I think there are some very talented and caring people within this fandom – and that’s something special.
    Hopefully one day I’ll be unafraid to go to a convention, or just see for myself what this group has to offer.